And I think it's kind of funny, I think it's kind of sad..

I'm up.  About to grab a coffee.
Tomorrow is Friday and I have no work.
It's supposed to be beautiful and sunny.
It's going to be 73 degrees tomorrow.
I'm happy.

Ralph left for work and I'm chillin..
Gonna drink a coffee and play some Pogo.
I suppose I'll get dressed first.
I work work today at 12..
I've been getting out at about 3.

I have to help Ralph and his mom paint their house.
This will be fun.

People should go to the mall tomorrow.
Someone should find me some Adderall that's 20-30mg.
TiME RELEASED.
That'd be cool shit.

Alright.  PLUR.

I got up around eight with Ralph.  Usually he has to be for work at nine, then he opens at ten.
Friday nights he goes in at two and works until close.
Oh, for once I'm not working this Friday  (tomorrow).
I think that's pretty awesome because I really enjoy being social on Fridays.
As much as about eighty percent of them mall rats suck ass..
There's a few people that I know enough to talk to and watch.

Today I have a lot of cleaning to do.
My mom is so OCD, it's not even funny.
She's literally yelling at me about spots on the oven that I srsly can't even see.
I know my vision is fine..  It's just rediculous - Some of the things she yells about.
<shrugs>

I have to do laundry and sweep..
Like three loads of laundry, actually.
Wash whatever dishes are in the sink now.
Do bed making.
Take a long relaxing bath..  :]
Make my room look legitly clean.
And get ready for the weekend, like packing and such.

Tonight Ralph and I are getting an eighth of mushies for Jimmy..
And an eighth of mushies for ourselves!
Half of me wants to do it when we get it, because I'm like that.
The other half of me wants to save it for a rly nice day..
Especially one where I don't have to get up at noon.
<is lazy>

Except for today!!
Thursday is my busy day.
:P

Alright, I'm wash them dishes..
Then I'll start the first load of laundry.
<nods>

Later gat0rs.
(Hit me up if you want to hang out tomorrow)





I honestly have no idea who reads this anymore.
o.o

Wow, I haven't updated this in a long time.

Changes:
I only work Carry Out on weekends now.  :]
I've been ingesting mushrooms, which is something that usually bothers me.
I've gotten over my anxiety from mushrooms.
I haven't been anxious in general for awhile.
Now that I'm Eighteen, I can toke with my mom sometimes.
Oh yeah, I'm Eighteen.  xD
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I've been procrasinating hardcore.
I haven't been to my GED class in such a long time.
Soon enough it'll be time to move to Warwick with Ralph in his free apartment.
I've decided that I should do Adderall and go to class.  It'll work.  ;]
Srsly.

Life's pretty damn good.
Ralph and I are doing great. <3
Starlight's growing up so fast.
I have bangs.

Right now Ralph is on his way to the Shell Station for stoges.
I only smoke a lot when I'm on Adderall, or am trippin, or drinking.
I don't drink much at all.
The last time I did was well over a month ago.
Wait, maybe not.
Still, about a month ago nontheless.

I'm not working this Friday so I'll be chillin at the mall.
I guess that's cool.
The weather's been getting nicer.
It's probably also boosting my spirits.
It's almost time to put away our poofy coats.

I'm now lvl 32 in MapleStory.
I'm an Ice/Lightening Wizard.
Ralph is lvl 37 in MapleStory.
He's a Bandit.

Ralph just got back from Shell.
The Gorillaz are playing.
Life is great.
Srsly.

But I spent all of my NX Points on my hair and clothes..  And weapon.
It's beautiful.

Tomorrow is my Eighteenth Birthday!
How 'bout that?
Already.

I need to get Skrinkle a picture of Chloe.
I'm glad Chloe might get a home.  [:

I guess I don't really have anything to put in here..
I have amazing dreams.
I'm not waitressing anymore.
My Birthday is Tomorrow.
I'm Level 26 in MapleStory.
I finally got NX.
I'm smoking another bowl with my fiance.

I need string for my kandii.
I'm going to wash my bed stuff in the AM.
I have to get my GED.

I want these Chucks..
They're amazing.
I'm not telling anyone about them.
So..  Nyaaaaaaaaa*

I love Ralph.

the fuck..

i've got nowhere to fly to.

They were so long.  xD  I guess they got in the way, or maybe I just wanted a change.

I've been really lazy with the LJ this week.  I've been playing an awful lot of MapleStory.  My magician, Starkins, is level 18.  That's not that great but I get bored easily so it's awesome.  Ralph is also level 18.  He's a rogue.  I have the day off, and tomorrow.  I'll probably drink because I have some Karkov.  I might go to a rally today..  Maybe.  I have to do laundry..

Oh look, I'm lazy again.  I'll make a real post again sure enough.


hahah. Crazy trippin kids.

Well, it looks like I haven't posted anything in a few days.

Lots of stuff happened, but I don't care to type about it so..  Chyea.
Right now I'm chillin in my room with Ralph.
About to smoke a bowl together.
Going to play some MapleStory.

The mall closed today at six..
It's great.
I didn't even have work in the first place, though.

Man, I can't wait for iParty to call.

Hey hey hey!!!!!!!

mybirthdayisin25days.
i'm turning eighteen.

Something interesting happened this weekend.
Last night, Todd called Ralph's cellphone to talk to me.  He asked me if I would be Amanda's model to color their hair for her stylist school because she'd fail without one.  I gladly took the offer and woke up at 8:45 this morning to get to the Tony&Guy school that's between Monster Golf and Bob's.  I got there for 9:50ish and Ralph walked me in, found Amanda and then she took me to the back.  She dyed my hair for me and it took over two hours because she did it almost completely professionally.  :]  I think she did a really, really good job!  She dyed it the healthy way..  Apparently my hair is really perse?  I'm not sure how to spell it, but I'm pretty sure that means that my hair is dead from dying it so much all these years.  Well, Amanda's teacher and all the other students thought my hair came out beautiful and I was proud of Amanda.  :D

For your information, my hair looks black but it's a mix of red, purple and black.  You'd have to see it in the sun..
Ralph says my hair looks really sexy and that he likes it a lot.  :P

After I left the Tony&Guy school, I walked to the mall.  It took me literally less than nine minutes.  WAY less than I thought it would..  I got to TilT and saw Ralph.  He saved me some Taco Bell but it's still pretty hard to eat considering it's only day three after I got all four wisdom teeth removed.  I'd say that my mouth is healing really well.  I've been taking good care of it.
A little after I got the Taco Bell I realized Brittany was in Rhode Island!!  I borrowed Ralph's cellphone and called her up..  Then Winston agreed to pick her up from North Providence and bring her to the mall so we could all chill!  I was happy..

On the way to get Brittany, Winston and I stopped at his brother's house so he could feed the kitty and clean the kitty box..  The kitty left some poop mess for Winston to clean..  XD  I took pictures of the kitty with Winston's camera, and the kitty talked to me.  I forgot to mention that the kitty's name was Napoleon.  Next, we got Brittany and we drove back to the mall and hung out for awhile..

I played some DDR and hung out with Brittany and she got some Taco Bell and fun times were had.

Ralph, Brittany and I came back to my house and we chilled for awhile.
Ralph and I reinstalled MapleStory onto our computers.
(He finally has a laptop again)  :D
Brittany left my house around 7:30.
Ralph and I played MapleStrory together until around 10:30.

Now I'm enjoying some hot soup and I'm with my Ralph.
I'd say today was a successful day.

OH, yeah.  Tomorrow TilT workers are going to bowl.  It's gonna be fun.  Girlfriends are invited..
I love bowling.

So, I got bored and deleted all of my previous entries.
Where should I begin?

Wednesday - February 13th, 2008
It was like Ralph and I fell in love all over again. Knowing that I was getting all four wisdom teeth removed the next day, we decided to buy a couple hits of LSD from our friend. I invited Torie and Lesly to dose with Ralph and I.. Thinking there were four hits to buy we went to our friend and there were only three. Ralph, Lesly and I ended up dosing and Torie drank the vodka I had in my room. It was fun.. We went on YouTube.com and listened to music. Ralph played SSB for the N64 for the first quarter, then I joined in. Good and awkward feelings were had.. Smiles, laughter and mushroom pizza. It was really good. I'm glad we all had fun. Torie and Lesly left around 8:30 maybe? I'm not sure.. After that Ralph and I spent more time together and loved every minute of it.

We didn't fall asleep until a little before 4AM. Ralph had a bad headache and it didn't go away until I massaged his temples and head..
Then I fell asleep.

Thursday - February 14th, 2008
My cell phone's alarm went off. Man, it was hard to get up considering the lack of sleep I got.. I finally got out of bed, changed, flossed, brushed my teeth, brushed my hair, slipped on my sneakers and soon after my mom and I left for the Dental Clinic.. I was pretty nervous, I'm not sure why. I got a doctor's note for work and then the dentist's assistant led me into the room. She gave me some "laughing gas" and shortly after I felt really relaxed. I was tired enough as it is so when the dentist came in and put the IV in my hand not even a minute later I was out.

I woke up to my mom and Ralph peering into the room. I guess someone helped me up and Ralph was on my right side walking me out while my mom was on my left.. Later I found out that was one of the assistants, not my mom. I got home and passed out for about an hour.. I got up and my mom made me pea soup with bacon. Extremely hard to eat.. The doorbell rang and then Ralph was back! He brought me the medicine and an adorable small set of drawers that are pink and full of sparkles. Then I felt nausious and I vomited.. Quickest vomit ever. Barely anything came out. I'm pretty sure it was because of the amount of blood that I drank. After that, I gave up on the soup and went back to bed. Ralph cuddled and napped with me.. I woke again around 4:30PM and finished the pea soup with bacon that I couldn't finish before. Then I finally took my medicine.. I felt fine soon after.. We talked and laughed and hung around in my room like usual. Now my baybe's sleeping. He's adorable. I love him so much.

In all, I had an alright Valentines Day.. I have a feeling my mouth's not going to be feeling so great tomorrow. I expect some swelling to occure. Ralph requested to open at TilT later so he could get out early to spend the night with me. He's a sweetheart and he does way more for me than I thought. I appreciate him so much and everything seems just about perfect right now.

Everything is getting fixed; Physically and emotionally.
I have good feelings about the next few months.

Soon, Ralph is applying to this school for the job he wants.. Truckin'. :D
We'll travel together one day.

iParty is supposed to call me back next week and I'm pretty positive I got the job.
I'm very happy because working in the mall is pretty lame.
I don't like most of the mall rats.. The ones I don't know.
Some people try way too hard and I don't respect them much.
Maybe it's because they don't respect anyone,
Not even themselves..

Once iParty calls, I'm putting my two weeks in at Newport Creamery.
I'm pretty much done with the food industry.

I'm feeling good and I felt the need to type all that's on my mind right about now.
Life can truely be beautiful♥